Flowers
There
must be a million different types:
Zinnias,
Orchids, Lilacs, Tulips, Daffodils,
And
the list goes on.
They
all have a purpose.
Color
clarifies their personality.
Imagine
that.
I
don’t know what I’m looking at.
Sometimes
I have a blank stare: tabula rasa.
Of
course, you have your Carnations;
Pink
is perfect.
It
means I’ll never forget you.
And
then there’s the orange Lily
Standing
up arrantly for hatred.
That’s
all fine and well until you get the Rose;
How
many poems and songs this plant inspired;
Even
a 5-year-old will tell you red means I love you.
But
for those who mourn the dead resides dark crimson.
You
cannot unsee that Rose on the face of a standard casket.
I
cannot fathom how long it’s been.
I
cannot plumb the depths.
It
seems like decades since I saw Ronny alive.
We
were like brothers together.
He
wasn’t much on you Jesus, but he sure could make you laugh.
Ronny
was special.
He
was really just a big kid when it happened to him.
I
heard it was an overdose: diesel.
I
was long gone by then.
I
know I was not there for him.
I
wept in a corner.
So
be it.
I
wonder what type of flower Is for me?
Maybe
it’s the white Azalea for its fragile passion;
Or
maybe just because it’s fragile.
KDL
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